Choking on nothing,
A lake falling from my eyes,
I hurt,
But I don’t know why
All I want,
Is to be alone,
To be alone with my thoughts,
Depressing as they might be
I can’t see a future,
My sight is blurry,
My voice gone,
My hearing blocked,
My feelings overwrought
I don’t know why,
I have everything,
But something seems to be missing,
Something I had before
Peace of mind, perhaps
Or ignorance,
For once knowledge is learned,
How does one unlearn
I can’t seem to find,
Any beam of light,
So try as I might,
I can’t cheer up
For those that I love,
I so wish I could,
For there is no reason to my unhappiness,
For they need not suffer
But I am lost,
In swirling darkness,
In an abyss,
Separate from the world
I see people trying to find me,
To help me out
But how can they find me,
If I fail at every attempt
I am going nowhere,
Stuck in the same place,
I don’t do anything,
For it feels far too late
No one is going to save me,
And I can’t save myself,
I suppose this is my goodbye,
My farewell to the world
01/13/2017
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